Healing...

I have a journal that I started when I reunited with the son that I entrusted to the Adoption system in 1969...this is my story about healing...
Healing the secret...healing the guilt...healing the mystery of him...healing my heart...

As parents we are suppose to cut the umbilical cord that connects us to our children...but how do you do that when you only had a few stolen moments with that child? How do you do that when you finally meet that child as a grown man? How do you do that when after a seemingly beautiful reunion you suddenly find yourself being left outside of his life?

How do you heal?

This is my journey about helping myself heal not only the 18 year old girl who was at the center of this but also the 63 year old woman I am now...

Perhaps my story can help someone else heal also...